I woke up at 3:30 am on the date of our flight. For the last few days, I have
been preparing for our trip to China.
Finishing up the semester of teaching at the same time kept me very busy. The
semester ended on May 17, and our concert tour started the following day. It
was impossible to find time and mind space for practicing for the concerts, but
I did my effort to juggle everything and be kind to myself and to people around
me.
We left Boston shortly after 9 am, and traveled by plane to New York. From there we
flew to Beijing.
This flight alone was thirteen and a half hours long. At Beijing we had another connection, but since
it took us a long time to get into the arrival hall, we missed the connection
and waited for the next flight which was scheduled for a few hours later.
Meanwhile, we had a meal at the airport with our friendly companions, who
waited for us at the airport.
At around 10 pm China time we boarded the plane from Beijing to Dalian.
This flight took about an hour and a half. From the Dalian airport we were taken by car to the
beautiful Delight Hotel Dalian on 81, RenMin
Road. The rooms were wonderful, and I slept like a
baby, not before taking a bubble bathJ. I woke up at 7:45 am, went down for
breakfast and up back to sleep until noontime.
Shortly after 12 noon we had a very delicious lunch at the hotel’s restaurant
with Helen, who would accompany us on this tour. The Wonton was fabulous, and I
took the remaining pieces to my room. After lunch, we were driven to the DalianInternationalConferenceCenter. It is a breathtaking structure that looks like a futuristic spaceship. The
concert hall inside was also of the highest kind, with a great nine-foot
Steinway piano, and a second grand piano which was arranged especially for our
concert.
I was deeply moved by the great effort made by every individual person who helped
us on this day at the DalianInternationalConferenceCenter. Every staff member, made hers or his best effort to make us feel welcome, and their
level of professionalism was amazing. The concert in the evening was wonderful! I was very happy to see many children in the audience, and thrilled to meet
some of the people who attended it following the concert. It was so moving to
play for them with Tal the Chinese song “Jasmin Flower” as an encore. I felt
emotional and sensed a wonderful spiritual connection!
DalianInternationalConferenceCenter
Eyran during rehearsal at the DalianInternationalConferenceCenter
Tal during rehearsal at the DalianInternationalConferenceCenter
Tal and Eyran during rehearsal at the DalianInternationalConferenceCenter
May 23, 2014
From the hotel in Dalian we were driven to the
airport, and took a flight to Qingdao.
At the Qingdao airport we were picked up and
driven to the Hai Tian Grand Theatre Hotel, which is located at 5 Yunling Lu, Qingdao 266101. The
following evening, we played a concert at the concert hall adjacent to the
hotel. It is a beautiful concert hall with great acoustic and a wonderful
nine-foot Steinway grand. Again, I was deeply impressed by the level of
professionalism and friendliness which we encountered on every step. Every time I
had a question or a concern about something that has to be done for the
concert, the answer was that it was already taken care of. The staff missed
nothing, and made sure that our experience as performers is as smooth as possible. During the concert, I was able to practice a piano in my dressing room while Tal was
performing on the stage, and see on the monitor when its my time to perform.
The audience was very warm, and clapped with our music on several pieces.
Again, it was wonderful to meet some of the people who came to the concert and
to see so many children, including some who play the piano.
The food at the Hai
Tian Grand Theatre Hotel was great. My favorite was the beef with onions, and
the addictive caramelized sweet potatoes. I just couldn't stop eating these.
I realize two things early on this tour: one is that we all have our roll, and mine
is to play the piano. The other thing is that you have to be patient and
flexible because much of the time you need to be coordinated with others so
that everything goes smoothly.
Tomorrow we check out of the hotel at 9 am and go by car to the next city, were
we will have another concert in the evening.
Tal and Eyran outside the Hai Tian Grand Theatre Hotel
Piano Fight concert sign outside the Hai Tian Grand Theatre Hotel
Eyran during rehearsal at the Hai Tian Grand Theatre Hotel
Tal during rehearsal at the Hai Tian Grand Theatre Hotel
Window view from hotel room at the Hai Tian Grand Theatre Hotel
Caramelized sweet potatoes and cooked eggplant
May 24, 2014
From Qingdao we went by car to Weifang, which took about
two hours. After checking in at the Weifang International Financial Hotel,
which is located at 86 Spring Road, Wei Fang in ShangdongProvince,
we were taken to the venue in which our concert took place that evening. Since
the venue was twenty minutes away by car from the hotel, we decided to go there
after lunch and practice and rest there until the concert at 7:30 pm, and not
go back and forth between the venue and the hotel.
The concert took
place at the Weifang Culture and ArtCenter. The complex in
which the concert hall is located is awe inspiring architecturally. The concert
hall is sublime and has wonderful acoustic. And then there is the piano: a
truly glorious new Steinway D, which I absolutely fell in love with from the
first note. This combination, or the perfect piano inside a great concert hall,
is a dream come true for any pianist. It was one of the most enjoyable settings
to play in. I have to admit that this piano, in this particular setting, may
have surpassed all the other pianos which I have previously performed and
recorded on. It was simply a great instrument – one of a kind.
Again, professionalism and friendliness all around! The concert went very well.
I loved having so many children in the audience, and we took pictures with many
of them at the greeting table following the concert.
Also, the Weifang International Financial Hotel deserves compliments. I loved
my room, because it really felt like a bedroom at home. There were things in
the room which made me feel comfortable, like this little plastic cup with a stapler,
scissors, glue and ruler. And the restaurant connected to the lobby had
wonderful food. My favorite was a slightly sweet bread pocket coated with
sesame seeds filled with pieces of beef, chopped sweet carrots and peas. So delicious!!!
Eyran during rehearsal at Weifang Culture and ArtCenter
Tal during rehearsal at Weifang Culture and ArtCenter
Weifang Culture and ArtCenter
Concert hall with piano at Weifang Culture and ArtCenter
Eyran and Tal at the greeting table at Weifang Culture and ArtCenter
Eyran and Tal by the Piano Fight concert poster at Weifang Culture and ArtCenter
Concert hall at Weifang Culture and ArtCenter
May 26, 2014
From Weifang we were driven back to the Qingdao airport,
and took a flight to the beautiful city of Taiyuan. From the Taiyuan
airport we were taken to the Binhe Hotel, located on 103 Fuxi Street, Taiyuan
030002, Shanxi.
Already on the way from the airport, we were amazed by the number of new
apartment buildings that are being constructed. At night the city is
illuminated with beautiful colors, which reminded me of my trip to Las Vegas a few years ago.
We saw beautiful parks were people were flying their kites. And in the evening
we took a taxi to a favorite local restaurant with great food. After dinner, we
walked back to the hotel. It was a beautiful evening, and we saw many people
sitting outside, playing cards and eating.
Our performance took place the following day at the Taiyuan Poly Great Theatre.
It is another grand concert hall which is located inside an enormous ultra
modern complex. At evening time, the sights from of its
housing complex and the illuminated city beyond the river were an awe-inspiring
futuristic vision. In this concert, people were also seating around the hall,
on high balconies overlooking the stage, and we had to bow in four directions.
The piano was a marvelous Steinway D with a singing ringing voice.
The audience was very warm and demanded encores. I enjoyed waving back to the smiling
children who were sitting in the front rows. Also, the flower bouquets that
were handed to us at the end of the concert were especially beautiful and had such
a wonderful scent. I wish I could take back home with me the beautiful
flower bouquets we have been receiving after each concert…
The morning after
the concert I went for a walk on the boardwalk along the river which can be
seen running under the bridge from my hotel-room window. Around noon time we
were taken with a cab to a beautiful pedestrian-only food street and had a
wonderful lunch.
Tall during rehearsal at at Taiyuan Poly Great Theatre
Eyran during rehearsal at at Taiyuan Poly Great Theatre
Signed programs after the concert at at Taiyuan Poly Great Theatre
Helen, Dongpo, Eyran and Tal at Guo Guo Mutton restaurant in Taiyuan
Guo Guo Mutton restaurant in Taiyuan
A walk in the park by the river, near the Binhe Hotel inTaiyuan
At the food boardwalk in Taiyuan
May 29, 2014
The last few days were very hectic with traveling and performing, so I’m
catching up now and trying to see if I can remember the order of things since
the last time I wrote. We are now on the train from Wuhan
to Beijing.
It’s a seven hour long train journey and we just entered its second hour. This
morning I woke up shortly after five am. I met with Tal, Helen and Dongpo at
5:45 at the lobby of the hotel and we were driven to the train station. The
train left at 7:00 pm, and now it’s shortly after 8.
Last night Tal and I
played our Piano Fight program at the Wuhan Qin Tai Grand Theatre. It is a
beautiful large double balcony concert hall, which seats 1800 persons,
and in housed in a huge ultra modern concrete and glass structure. The hall’s
seats and walls are all red and the frame of the stage is decorated with an
oriental arabesque coated with gold. The piano on stage is a grand Bosendorfer
with an extra low octave with dark piano keys. The back stage area is as big as
the hall itself. Each VIP dressing room had a grand piano, and they were also
equipped with a private bedroom for resting, and a bathroom with shower. The
dressing rooms were not far from the main stage, so when Tal played one of his
longer pieces I could go back to my dressing room and warm up for my following
piece.
Going chronologically
one step backward to our previous concert - one night before playing in Wuhan, we played in Zhongzhou, at the HenanArtCenter on May 27. From Taiyuan we traveled
by fast train to Zhongzhou, a journey which takes about three hours with the
fast train, which travels at speeds of up to 300 kilometers per hour.
The HenanArtCenter
in Zhongzhou is a stunning piece of architecture. It is shaped as a group of five golden egg shaped structures divided by bowed glass walls, while an enormous office
skyscraper is towering behind. The dressing rooms at the HenanArtCenter were lovely studios fully
equipped with pianos, coaches, water coolers and bathrooms, and we stayed in
them until the evening’s concert rather than going back to the hotel. Both Tal
and I felt that our concert at the HenanArtCenter
may have been the best thus far in terms of the consistency of our performance. The
audience was wonderfully expressive, and it was great to see many happy children
and meet with some of the people who attended the concert afterwards. Many of
them wanted to take pictures with us.
We have now entered the third hour of our train ride to Beijing. It is expected to be very warm
during our stay there, with temperature nearing 40 degrees Celsius (Above 100 Fahrenheit). We will stay in Beijing until June 1 and
will then go with Helen to her home town, where I also plan to buy some gifts. On
June 6 and 7 we have two more concerts, and on Jun 9 we will fly back to Boston.
HenanArtCenter in Zhongzhou
Tal outside the HenanArtCenter in Zhongzhou
Eyran during rehearsal at HenanArtCenter in Zhongzhou
Tal during rehearsal at HenanArtCenter in Zhongzhou
Tal during rehearsal at HenanArtCenter in Zhongzhou
Eyran outside HenanArtCenter in Zhongzhou
Relaxing in the dressing room before the concert at HenanArtCenter in Zhongzhou
Wuhan Qin Tai Grand Theatre
Eyran during rehearsal at Wuhan Qin Tai Grand Theatre
Tal during rehearsal at Wuhan Qin Tai Grand Theatre
Tal during rehearsal at Wuhan Qin Tai Grand Theatre
Eyran during rehearsal at Wuhan Qin Tai Grand Theatre
Bosendorfer piano with extra set of keys
Eyran during rehearsal at Wuhan Qin Tai Grand Theatre
Fried tofu dish
Menu in a restaurant in Wuhan
June 1, 2014
After arriving from Wuhan with the train, we
stayed in Beijing
for three days. Two days ago Tal and I visited the Chinese Wall and the SummerPalace.
We climbed the wall up and down for two hours. I purchased two engraved medals
stating “I have climbed the great wall for my student who recently had her tenth
birthday and for her brother. We took photos during the climb, including a nice
one together. I wore a hat which Tal bought the previous day at the supermarket
in Beijing and
one of the medals around my neck, and Tal said that I looked like a rapperJ.
During our visit to
the Chinese Wall and SummerPalace, we were
accompanied by a tourists’ guide and a driver. The guide was great, had great
English and had vast knowledge of the places we visited and the Chinese history
associated with them. The driver drove safely and had a beautiful very comfortable car. At the end
of our visit to the SummerPalace, we walked the long painted corridor all the
way to the marble boat and took a short boat ride in the KunmingLake
which allowed for a very nice view of the temple atop Longevity Hill. Some of
the trees at the SummerPalace are very old. The
ones that are over one hundred years old are marked with a green tag, while a
red tag marks the ones that are over three hundred years old.
The following day
(yesterday), we went to visit Tiananmen Square
and The Forbidden City. We took a taxi from the hotel, and returned with the
subway. It was a very powerful experience to visit sites so overwhelming that
it is impossible to say if they are embedded in history or history is embedded
in them. At the midst of the day, I enjoyed a personal moment: sitting in one
of the smaller courts, away from the crowds, and looking at an old wise tree.
Today we are
checking out of the Oak Hotel at noon and taking the train to Helen’s home
town, Shijiazhuang.
Tal and I are very much looking forward also to meeting there Lewis, who has
conceived the Piano Fight tour and has invited us to come with it to China.
Tal at the Chinese Wall
Rapper Rani at the Chinese Wall
Climbing the Chinese Wall
Still climbing...
Tal realizing how much more he still has to climb
Tal and Eyran at the end of their climb
After reaching the top, Eyran is getting ready to work
Tal at an introspective moment of triumph
The marble boat at the Summer Palace in Beijing
Before crossing the KunmingLake at the Summer Palace
The genie is finally out of the bottle!
June 3, 2014
Shijiazhuang
turned out to be the perfect setting for taking a few days off before we resume
concertizing on the 6th. Thanks to the thoughtfulness of our host,
we are staying at the Hoton Hotel located right at the center of town. Below
the hotel there is everything we need: two shopping malls, a large piano store
were we are welcome to practice as long as we would like, and a beautiful lake
perfect for a morning or an evening stroll.
Yesterday Tal and I practiced during the day. We had lunch at the mall and
dinner at the hotel. In the evening we went to the lake. There were many people
dancing together at a concourse by its side, under the weeping-willow trees. It
was the nicest sight and the evening weather was just perfect.
Today we are planning to practice more at the piano store and to visit Lewis’
offices. In the evening, I hope to meet with Jessie, who studies with me in Boston and is also from the town of Shijiazhuang!
And a word of advice about crossing the road in the center of Shijiazhuang:
In Boston, if
you step down with your foot on the crosswalk, the cars will immediately stop
and let you pass. Here, stopping is a luxury no one can afford. People move
around and drive as if they were water – the flow of pedestrians, bicycles and
motor vehicles is unstoppable. You just have to find your way to interlace within
it.
Tal meets an elephant at the park in Shijiazhuang
Eyran at the mall in Shijiazhuang
Tal at the mall in Shijiazhuang
Eyran at the park in Shijiazhuang
Fluffy airy ice covered with sweet beans and topped with pinapple
Piano at the piano store in Shijiazhuang
June 6, 2014
It’s around 2 am.
Today (yesterday actually) we took a train from Shijiazhuang
to Xuzhou,
which is in the district of Jiangsu. The train ride took nine hours, but it
went by very quickly as the cabin had bunk beds which we could sleep in or lie
down. It was a great ride!
At the Xuzhou train station we
were picked up and driven to the Best Western Friendship Hotel on 241 Huaihai West Road.
Already when exiting the train station it was evident that Xuzhou is a very developed and modern
high-end city, and as we drove to the hotel we saw many luxurious hotels and store fronts and beautifully illuminated buildings.
The time in the
previous city, Shijiazhuang,
was absolutely wonderful. We met with Lewis for lunch and visited his offices
and I went shopping with Jessie and bought nice Chinese gifts for my friends in
Israel and Germany and for my parents.
Tal and I continued
practicing at the piano store. The store managers and staff where very kind to
us. We both choose upright pianos at the opposite sides of the store for
practicing, so that we don’t interfere which each other’s playing and with the business
conducted in the store. One day when we were practicing, a woman came into the
store and was looking at pianos. She was having a difficult time making up her mind
between two pianos, and I was asked to give my opinion. I played both and told
her which one I thought was a better purchase. I think that she may have bought
that piano, because after that the store manager asked me to move my practicing
to the front of the store, where I practiced on a magnificent Bechstein. The
following day we stopped by the store and gave the store managers and piano consultants a signed concert poster and
CD, and we took pictures together.
Tomorrow (actually
today) we meet at the lobby of the hotel at noon for lunch. At 1:50 pm we will
go to the venue for practicing and in the evening play our concert there. According
to Helen, the following day, June 7, we will check out from the Best Western already
at 5:45 am. We will be driven to the train station and take a train from Xuzhou to Nanjing.
At Nanjing we
will go to the airport and fly to Jinjiang. We are supposed to arrive at
Jinjiang at noon. The staff of the Xiamen Concert Hall will wait for us at the
Jinjiang airport and drive us to our hotel in Xiamen, which is about an hour away. Already
at 3 pm we are planned to give a master class to piano students in Xiamen. After the master
class we will have a little time for practicing and then play our final concert
for this tour in China
at 7:30 pm. On June 8 we will go back to Beijing,
and on June 9 fly back to the United
States.
Eyran on the train from Shijiazhuang to Xuzhou
Tal on the train from Shijiazhuang to Xuzhou
Stage at the Xuzhou Concert Hall
Eyran during rehearsal at the Xuzhou Concert Hall
Tal during rehearsal at Xuzhou Concert Hall
Xuzhou Concert Hall
Eyran and Tal arriving at the Xuzhou Concert Hall
June 11, 2014
The busy traveling
plan which we had on June 7 went very smoothly, much thanks to Helen. At Nanjing, we were able to find a large London style taxi which could fit all of us
with our luggage and transfer us quickly from the train station to the airport.
As planned, we were awaited for at the Jinjiang airport and driven to the beautiful
Golden Beach Garden Hotel in Xiamen.
We arrived at the hotel at around 1:30 pm and met with JQ Wang from The Hong
Tai Center in Xiamen
shortly after our arrival. A kind staff member arranged with Helen for food to
be brought to our rooms, as we were scheduled to give a master class already at 3pm.
The master class
took place at an intimate concert hall located within the venue. It was the
perfect setting to listen to the young pianists and share with them our musical
thoughts and advice. JQ Wang conducted the master class and Helen translated what
we said to Chinese with great fluency. It was a moving event for me, and a wonderful opportunity
to communicate with the musicians and their parents, who also attended our
concert later that evening. I was inspired to hear Tal’s musical insights
during the master class and excited to incorporate improvisation during my
coaching of these highly talented and hard working young musicians. After the
master class we took photos with everyone, and there was a wonderful feeling
of music sharing and warm hospitality.
The final concert of our Piano Fight tour took place at the concert hall of The
Hong Tai Center in Xiamen.
It was the perfect setting: a wonderful concert hall with two magnificent
pianos, a Bosendorfer and a Steinway, both perfectly tuned. The staff was also
wonderful and demonstrated great team work. But the best thing, which left us
after this concert with such a great memorable impression, was the audience. They
where so warm and full of enthusiasm, and made the experience of playing
genuinely inspiring.
Following the concert, people waited for an hour in line to meet with us
and take photos together. I was humbled and full of appreciation for the
opportunity to interact in such a friendly way with many of the people who came
to this last concert on our tour. At the end of the concert, we were so pleased to meet Linda Sun,
the Deputy Gereral Manager of Kingtronics Group. Ms. Sun greeted us with
wonderful warmth and it was such a pleasure to receive her compliments
following the concert.
After the concert JQ
Wang took us in his car for a short night tour of the city, and only then we
understood how beautiful the Island
of Xiamen is. It was the
perfect ending for a wonderful day. I deeply enjoyed the ocean breeze at night
and the slightly cooler elevated inland air as we drove around the island and
through it. We ended the evening in a great little restaurant where we had
pizza and beer.
Before ending, I would like to thank Helen and Dongpo on behalf of Tal and I. There are more than one and a half
billion people in China, but
it only takes one person to make the whole of China inviting and beautiful. We
were so fortunate because we had two friends like that, who made our tour so
wonderful and exciting: Helen and Dongpo. Tal and I would like to express our
deepest gratitude for them for their kind friendship and incredible
professionalism. You helped us so much perform at our best!
And last, but not
least, a huge thank you to my wonderful friend Vincere Sylph, for creating all the imagery
associated with our China Tour of 2014. Vince’s photography and designs were utilized
by all the venues we performed at, in everything from concert programs to large
billboards.
Eyran and young pianist during master class at The Hong Tai Center in Xiamen
Helen, Eyran and young pianist during the master class at The Hong Tai Center in Xiamen
Eyran and young pianist during the masterclass at The Hong Tai Center in Xiamen
Tal and Eyran with two young pianists and a parent following the master class at the The Hong Tai Center in Xiamen
Young pianist with Eyran and Tal following the master class at The Hong Tai Center in Xiamen
Billboard with imagery created by Vincere Sylph in the concert hall of The Hong Tai Center in Xiamen
Tal and Eyran during rehearsal at The Hong Tai Center in Xiamen
Backstage at The Hong Tai Center in Xiamen
Tal, Eyran and JQ Wang
Eyran, Helen and Tal before saying goodbye at the airport in Beijing
Concert flowers for Helen at the airport in Beijing
Libertango (Piazlolla) performed by Tal Zilber and Eyran Katsenelenbogen, piano
Yesterday, during the day before last of my vacation with my friend, I drove by myself in the car north of the hotel along the large lake and descended at one of its hidden shores. I sat there under a eucalyptus tree and looked at the birds which were flying above the water. It was lovely, just being, without thinking too much… and when I got up to leave, the sun has already set and I was completely taken by the diminishing light and the soft wind, that became more noticeable only once I stood up, as it was blowing amongst the elongated eucalyptus leaves. It was great happiness being there alone and feeling safe, one with this beautiful nature. What else can I say?
Monday, March 31, 2014, and the time is one. It is shortly after 5 am and I’m
sitting at the kitchen table to write. I came back from a three weeks long
vacation visiting with my parents and friends, and I’m still Jetlagged. My friend,
who went with me, will only come back in a week, and I find myself in a serene
solitude in the house, sleeping a lot in one of the rooms upstairs – letting
myself be forgotten by the world. And now, after the world itself has fallen
asleep too, is a good time to write to it, and to ask its people to remember me
when it wakes up.
How sad would it be if one day all that I am will be forgotten, no one will
listen to my music or read my words, and all my old photographs and personal
documents will find themselves in the local dumpster. All that is electronic
will also be deleted, and with a push of a button history will erase my
existence forever.
Most of us know that this is our destiny and seem to accept it, but sinking
into the abyss of oblivion is not something I yearn for. I dream that people will
still listen to the music I have recorded and read the words I have written
long after I die. If there was any guarantee of that today, it would have made
me very happy.
Our life on this earth is limited, and in relative terms extremely short. I
believe that we are holy energy, and that every moment of our life is precious.
One day, I hope, technology will be able to capture and document all the energy
that we exert. Somewhere in the universe all of this energy must be recorded.
And when that day comes, we will be able to stop differentiating between life
and Art, because Art is Life and Life is Art.
I started to write the book “One Time” in 1991. It is an autobiographic
philosophic diary which I still work on today. The nature of this book, and its
value, may require it to be written throughout my life. Much of the challenge
in its writing process is related to the artificial question what fils in it
and what does not.
“One Time” is written in Hebrew, and has about 250 pages as of today. It’s form
is a diary which is sandwiched between the beginning and the ending of a short
story which depicts the death of its writer. The short story was written while
I was in bed with a high fever, and the physical pain described in it was
actually felt as a real pain experienced while writing. Because it was written
while I was with a fever, the experience of writing it has always been
remembered as a mystical process of passive channeling.
It has not been easy to continue writing “One Time” over the years. The writing
requires a great deal of mental energy, and often it is difficult to get
inspired to write during a busy life of working and attending to the practical
aspects of life. But it is in the writing process that my happiness lies. It is
so wonderful to simply sit, like now, at the kitchen table while everyone is
asleep, and to express my thoughts and feelings. And every time I sit to write,
I feel that I could write forever. In every moment of self expression the
entire mental experience of life is hidden. We are full of thoughts and
feelings and can endlessly explore and reveal them by simply sitting and
writing. Writing is the workout of the soul. It cleanses it and sharpens the
mind. I always feel more happy after I write than before I start.
Only when you leave
– you love! In two weeks and three days my friend and I will move into our new
home – a townhouse thirty some minutes north of the city. So seemingly
fictional - so actually real!
Meanwhile, the summer seems to already hint its end. Its
warm air makes room for a cooler caressing morning breeze, endlessly pleasant and
evoking solemn sadness due to the summer which had past like sand between our
fingers, and old memories of romantic loneliness which wrap the soul like the inner
layers of a tree trunk. This morning I already had to wear a sweatshirt!
My present apartment downtown is slowly starting to become
empty of belongings. Every few days, my friend and I are moving another load.
Before we started, I videotaped the apartment, so that I can remember how it
was when I lived in it. How astonishing is the amount of details which
surrounds our lives: the pattern of the fabric which covers the pillows of the
sofa in the living room, the texture of the old wooden floor in its midst, to
the feet of the old Brambach piano which was in the apartment already before I
moved in. Wherever the eye looks, it meets an incomprehensible wealth of
details, impossible to grasp and hold – each one of them is like a fraction of
time within the endless continuum of time, one grain of sand out of the sand on
the beach along the seashore, yet within it alone complete happiness lies; one
moment which you could write a whole book about, opening to eternities - a moment
in which eternity is concealed!
This is also how I felt a couple days ago when I went out
for a walk in order to enjoy the singularly wonderful evening air. Seemingly, a
simpleminded walk, but in reality an entire opera filled with dramas and
eventful moments: all the people I have passed by, all the thoughts which have
crossed my mind, all my physical sensations…
And last night, already at seven-thirty in the evening I lay
down in bed, to look at the leaves in the window fluttering in the first wind
of autumn, and at the light bluing before sunrise the wall adjacent to my bed, with
blueness which seems to belong to another world – the world of dreams. I thought
I would lie like that for an hour, but only this morning I found it in myself to
get up and write.
(From “One-Time”, Volume II, by Eyran Katsenelenbogen;
translated from Hebrew)